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The Bill Your Past Self Ran Up

21 August 2026 by nigelchua

There are three of you. I learned this the expensive way. What I traded without noticing When I started building businesses in 2008, I went all in. Learning, refining, keeping things afloat. I told myself it was a season. The bill arrived in pieces. My body first. I went from a fit 75kg to an … Read more

The Default Mode + Consume Complain

20 August 2026 by nigelchua

Here’s an evening nobody ever chose. Get home. Eat. Sink into the couch or scroll into the phone. Three hours pass without registering — no memory of time, no awareness of thought, hand moving snacks to mouth on autopilot. I know this state personally. In my TV years I didn’t watch television so much as … Read more